...the Start of THE eid al-feter vecation ....

hey people, whats up and how is everybody is doing, RAMADAN is almost finished, what a lovely month, I start my vecation and now I am in riyadh . by the way I am from jeddah and my family is in jeddah but if u asked what the hell I am doing in riyadh I will tell that I am forced to do that by the (saudi airlines) ( we glad to help to u ) ... whatever , the only reservation I found was from riyadh to jeddah on saturday the 26th of ramadan .. so I went to riyadh with one of my friends ( majid ) an I am satying in his house until saturday ... it is very difficult to me not spending ramadan with my family and though I am going to home this saturday ,still ramadan and every special moment will not be the same again woth out my mother.. I miss her phone calls to me asking what am I doing or if I need somthing . nowadays I forgot what the tone of my phone... these time of year she will ask u to buy new clothes and to give money and try to give the best time eid always ... but ont this time ... thanx allah for everything ... there is no body else in this world could take the place of ur mother ..people who still have their mother believe me take care of them ..it is not worth make them sad or angry or even drop a single tear because of u ... you will never know the value of your mother until she is gone to god ....
I dont wanna be sad all the time but there is no chance to have fun in the future it seems to me ... I dont wanna be this guy ... but it still coming and taking all over my mind ...
it is difficult when you live without a dream , without a goal in your life ...
but I am muslim and I am always thanx ALLAH for everything and hoping for the best ..
see ya people ..and HAppy EId

THATS THE BOTTOM LINE CAUSE SALAH SAID SO ...